It’s said that The Universe will continue to bring similar situations to you until you’ve learned the lesson. I suppose, given my history and track record in life so far, that’s true; I’m apparently a very slow learner. There seems to be a very particular lesson that I am clearly unable to learn…picking romantic relationships/partners. I don’t necessarily regret any romantic relationship I’ve ever been in, as I’ve learned something from each one and I’ve grown from each one. I feel like I am ready for the happy, healthy, kind, compassionate, supportive, honest, loving, mutually respectful, committed relationship that I know I deserve and am worthy of. The Universe, on the other hand, obviously doesn’t think I am ready for that. I’m pretty much over learning romantic relationship lessons.
It’s also said that The Universe will make us happy, but first it will make us strong. At this point in my life, I have to assume that The Universe is preparing me to single handedly save the world from a zombie apocalypse. Why else would I need to be this strong?
I’m tired. I’m physically, emotionally, mentally exhausted.