I’m Hella Worth It!

Lately I find myself teetering between insecure, unworthy, little girl and strong, independent, I am woman hear me roar. I’m getting really tired of the insecure unworthy little girl popping her needy little head out. She had a role to play many years ago, but her services are no longer needed.

I’ve been a single independent woman for the last 5 years and I’ve stood on my own two feet for the last 8 years. Not because I didn’t have options, but because I refused to settle for anything less than what I deserve.

In my life I’ve been knocked down, survived damn near every type of abuse and sexual assault imaginable, and I’m still standing.

I’ve had my heart shattered into a million tiny pieces. I gathered all of those tiny little pieces back up, put them all back together and then I dared to love again. My heart may get shattered into a million tiny pieces again, and again, I will gather them all up, put them all back together, and I will dare to love again.

I am resilient. Knock me down 7 times and I will get back up 8. I have been through hell and back so many times I’ve got my own express way.

After the hell I’ve been through I am still kindhearted, compassionate, caring, gentle, understanding, and loving. These characteristics I have, these traits that run deep to my soul; do not view them as weaknesses because it takes incredible strength to go through all I have gone through and still have nothing but love in my heart.

I am no longer that insecure, unworthy little girl. I am a strong independent woman. I don’t “need” anyone to complete me or make me whole. I am whole on my own. I WANT someone to compliment my wholeness with their wholeness. If it’s you that I want, you should feel pretty damn special because sure, I might not always be easy to handle, but I’m hella worth it, and you can take that straight to the bank!

  • I am woman, hear me ROAR!

 

But You Don’t Get To Give Up

But You Don’t Get To Give Up

We don’t always get it right.

There are going to be bad days and you will feel powerless to them.

There are going to be days of sickness.

There are going to be days when your world feels so dark. 

There are going to be days when your world feels so small.

And there will be days when you feel so small in this great big world.

There will be days when just the thought of getting out of bed keeps you there longer.

But you don’t get to give up

Because…

We don’t always get it wrong either.

Because…

There are going to be good days in which you celebrate life and love.

Because…

There are going to be days when you feel the healthiest you’ve ever felt.

Because…

There are going to be days when your heart is so full of love that it lights up your world.

Because…

There are going to be times when the night sky catches your eye and the vastness of the Universe will take your breath away

because…

There will be days when you are larger than life.

Because…

There will be days when nothing in the world will keep you from getting out of bed and facing a beautiful day with the sun shining it’s warmth and brightness on your beautiful face. 

So…

You can have bad days

You can stay in bed all day, weekend, or week.

You can fall apart.

You can cry until you cry yourself out of tears. 

But you don’t get to give up.

Because..

There is so much left to fight for and you are worth fighting for!

With Loving-kindness ♥